This word has come up over the past few days for me over and over. I was reading “A Long Obedience in the Same Direction” by Eugene Peterson and he made the statement that as long as we think that things can be fixed by anything from politics to our next pay rise, we’ll never experience the life of faith found in risk. I then heard in a sermon on Sunday morning almost the exact same thing being taught out of Esther.
This concept is tough for everyone I guess, but I really saw myself in thinking that man could ultimately fix anything. I like to believe that people are good, even if they don’t know Jesus, and they can be. But, to think that they are fixed or can fix is just missing the mark.
I thought of how I don’t live a life of risk and how I could and it came to me. Once again, maybe it’s not a tough concept for some, but for me the idea of even paying my bills on time is sometimes a risk. I think, what if I pay it all now and then don’t have enough for the next week? Maybe I’ll just hold onto this bill or that for the next week or so and then I won’t have to worry about doing without for the weekend.
My credit score is in direct correlation with my faith! Is that strange? Oh well. It’s true.