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Faith That Cuts Deeply

November 7, 2009 · Leave a Comment

A pastor came and spoke at our church on Wednesday night from Honduras. His name is Pastor Israel and he trains pastors in the mountains of Honduras. The Cove has sent quite a number of people from the church to work with him there and every one that comes back says the same thing. Pastor Israel is widely known for being the man. He has influence. He has pull. The kind of quiet and unspoken pull of a Don Corleone. But not in a menacing way. Either way, his nicknames are “El Heffe” and “The Godfather”. He speaks very little English and used a translator during the message that sounded like he was straight out of the mountains of North Carolina. But, even in Spanish there was power in what he was saying. His message was simple, but filled with the Spirit.

When speaking about turning the other cheek and how only a true worshipper of Christ could conceive of this, the translator asked Pastor Israel for a moment to speak to the congregation. He told of helping the Pastor and his family pack their bags and move from a place they had lived and ministered for quite some time. Everyone in the family wept over how they had been hurt by a member of the congregation. Pastor Israel had been severely wounded by this person. The next day when the Pastor was at the grocery store he saw this same person. He hugged the man and invited him to dinner without ever letting on that the man had done anything. The man never knew how much he had hurt Israel by how strongly he had been shown love in return.

Another man in this same vein is Pastor Jackson from Kenya that’s in partnership with Port City. When you hear these guys pray or speak there is always a richness of the Spirit in their words. It was the same thing with pastors and missionaries that spoke at both of the Urbana conventions I attended. It always leaves me with a sense that the power of God is tangible with them. You get a genuine sense that there’s very little disconnect between their words and their experience. Between what they are calling people to and what they are actually living.

It also leaves me with a sense that in the Western Church, something is missing. Something has gone awry. I wholly believe that there are massive saints of the faith in many of our churches. But, with many, many believers in our churches I find a disconnect in all of the spiritual information we fill our minds with and the fruit of our lives. If you’ve read much of my blog, you can see that is evident within my own life. Many words, few actions.

When I listen to these men speak their few words something in my chest screams out to be, do and live something genuinely and passionately like Jesus.

Relevance is a great tool, but I think it may take center stage too often in the churches most of us attend. It brings people in who would otherwise feel alienated by some of the old styles of worship, but it takes a lot of work to create that environment and easily becomes the end rather than the means! Once they are there, everything else must be Christ.

Once the Spirit does all of the work to get me to this point of reflection, everything else must be Christ from here on. It’s what He calls me to. Pastor Israel said, “What if your physical heart took a vacation? You would die. It is the same with our hearts following Christ. No vacations. Ever again. Every day. Every minute. Until meet Him.”

Pastor Jackson at Port City’s 10th birthday.

Pastor Israel at The Cove Wednesday night.

“This year, or this month, or, more likely, this very day, we have failed to practise ourselves the kind of behaviour we expect from other people.”

-C.S. Lewis

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Don’t let your heart get heavy…..there’s a strength that lies & hides

October 22, 2009 · 3 Comments

One of the hard things in life is that life is, in fact, hard for everyone. It’s not as if someone out there has figured it all out and has the quick fix for every situation. Like if we’d replicate the way they do it, things would suddenly be easier. Every day. All the time.

Jesus lived life out spotlessly and life was just as hard, if not much harder. He was killed. He was ridiculed. Publicly called a liar and had people begging for him to be gotten rid of.

And yet, this same thing that could suffocate us from living at all can be the very same thing that encourages us and helps us navigate through life.

Jo and I had a conversation with a friend that is having marriage troubles and feeling beaten down. Few things can make you feel defeated faster than a marriage under fire! We both said, “This is not easy! This has no quick fix. But, believe us when we tell you, this is possible”.

Knowing that there is someone by your side that can walk with you as you navigate through the tough stuff and tell you what is unnecessary and what just needs some work can be the little bit helps you accomplish it.

Our culture has permeated the church, if in no other way, by telling us that if something requires work it isn’t worth our time. Things should come easy! But that isn’t what scripture tells us at all. Things do require work! Often times the best things require the most work. God told Adam he would toil. And we do. We go through things that make no sense. We come up against things that we have no idea how to do or how we can make them work. And that is the great thing about life being hard for everyone! There is someone out there that has been through that same ordeal and though they may not have the perfect answer or even the answer you want to hear they know enough to help you get through it.

I think about one of my favorite episodes of The West Wing called “Noel”. Josh is dealing with post-traumatic stress and his boss Leo, who dealt with alcoholism, throws him a little tale of wisdom.

“A guy falls into a hole and can’t get out. He screams for help! A doctor walks by, writes out a prescription, throws it down the hole and tells him good luck. Still screaming for help, a priest comes by. He writes out a prayer, throws it down the hole and tells him good luck. While feeling like he’ll never get out, his friend comes by. He says, ‘hey man, can you help me out?!’ So his friend jumps in the hole. Our guy says, ‘what are you doing? Now we’re both stuck!’ His friend says, ‘but we’re not. I’ve been down here before and I know the way out’.”

I look at our friend and say, “We know the way out. Just trust us! You’re not alone anymore.”

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Three Things I Like

May 7, 2009 · Leave a Comment

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Triumph

February 21, 2009 · Leave a Comment

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Coming Soon…

February 13, 2009 · Leave a Comment

I’ve been really busy this week, so I haven’t had any time for writing. Maybe I’ll be able to get some writing done this afternoon. Fortunately, since I’ve been driving I’ve had a lot of stuff milling around in my mind. I tend to get a little weird when I drive a truck because I have way too much time for talking to myself.

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Blog Death

January 14, 2009 · 3 Comments

Lately I’ve noticed on all the blogs that I subscribe to or have linked that everyone has reached some sort of blog menopause.  I have to say that blogging has been good for me.  It’s a bit of a release.  An outlet.  So, even if I never get another hit I’m going to keep going with it.  Like a storage closet with all of my crap in it, I need to pull it out a box at a time to go through and decide what to keep and what’s useless.  Thanks for looking in on me, those of you who do.  And continue with the feedback.

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Poll

December 9, 2008 · 7 Comments

In honor of James P. Derfel……


If you have an “Other” put it in the comments. Also, let me know why you pick the ones you do.

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People in church

December 9, 2008 · 3 Comments

You know there are some people that you recognize at church whether you’ve met them or not. Something about them just stands out to you, so you remember them from there on. We have a guy like that at our church. It has little to do with him, even though he has white hair. It has everything to do with his jacket. The same jacket every week. Now I can’t fault people for wearing the same thing over and over, because I am a massive victim of that. But, this guy’s leather jacket is fashioned in a way to resemble a checkered flag. It’s a real beaut!
Now, I’m sure he’s a great guy and I’d probably get along with him pretty well, but I don’t know him and yet I know him every time. We call him “Finishline”. Like when he gets up to go to the bathroom…..”Finishline’s racing to the bathroom! He needs to make a pit stop!” Things like that. It helps me get through the message if the assistant pastor is preaching that week.

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